urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:run_to_hide .to wish upon. .Nothings gonna change my World. 2004-05-17T04:52:17Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:run_to_hide:9296 2004-05-17T04:52:17Z 2004-05-17T04:52:17Z soo. i think i saw the light. i dont know if it was because i had a really bad hangover and i was in a bad mood. but i dont think i like <i>him</i> anymore. yay for me.<br /><br />love.<br /><br />p.s. this weekend was bomb.<br />p.s.s. i love my best friend. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:run_to_hide:8541 2004-05-10T03:13:08Z 2004-05-10T03:13:08Z one word about my weekend: <br /><br /><b>eventful</b><br /><br />that is all.<br /><br />love. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:run_to_hide:8318 2004-04-21T03:48:43Z 2004-04-21T03:48:43Z drinking as religion: mason jennings <i>"and if this darkness came from light<br />then light can come from darkness i guess"</i><br /><br />love. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:run_to_hide:8078 2004-04-04T21:29:18Z 2004-04-04T21:29:18Z <i>who am i???</i><br /><b>-i am a notre dame varsity cheerleader, who is turning 16 in 2 days, and who should be getting her lisence in 4 days. OOO and who is not <i>the whipped</i> anymore. :)<br /><br />love.</b> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:run_to_hide:7788 2004-03-28T00:51:30Z 2004-03-28T00:58:36Z mason jennings ~ crown <a name="cutid1"></a> <br /><img src="http://pic6.picturetrail.com/VOL181/1767636/3997428/49448964.jpg" /><br /><br />We went to see the minis! :)<br /><br /><img src="http://pic6.picturetrail.com/VOL181/1767636/3997428/49448954.jpg" /><br />Kim and I went inside to see what it would be like in the future...ha!<br /><br /><img src="http://pic6.picturetrail.com/VOL181/1767636/3997428/49448956.jpg" /><br />Then Subway for lunch. Back at home:<br /><br /><img src="http://pic6.picturetrail.com/VOL181/1767636/3997428/49448978.jpg" /><br /><img src="http://pic6.picturetrail.com/VOL181/1767636/3997428/49448981.jpg" /><br /><img src="http://pic6.picturetrail.com/VOL181/1767636/3997428/49448977.jpg" /><br /><img src="http://pic6.picturetrail.com/VOL181/1767636/3997428/49448984.jpg" /><br /><img src="http://pic6.picturetrail.com/VOL181/1767636/3997428/49448972.jpg" /><br /><br />And as always, Kim pleaded for an afternoon nap. Instead we watched <u>How to Lose a Guy in Ten Days</u><br /><img src="http://pic6.picturetrail.com/VOL181/1767636/3997428/49448960.jpg" /><br /><br /><br />Love. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:run_to_hide:7451 2004-03-24T06:47:08Z 2004-03-24T06:47:08Z Bottled up inside <br />Are the words I never said, <br />The feelings that I hide, <br />The lines you never read.<br /><br />You can see it in my eyes, <br />Read it on my face: <br />Trapped inside are lies <br />Of the past I can't replace <br /><br />With memories that linger- <br />Won't seem to go away. <br />Why can't I be happier? <br />Today's a brand-new day. <br /><br />Yesterdays are over, <br />Even though the hurting's not. <br />Nothing lasts forever, <br />I must cherish what I've got. <br /><br />Don't take my love for granted, <br />For soon it will be gone- <br />All you ever wanted <br />Of the love you thought you'd won. <br /><br />The hurt I'm feeling now <br />Won't disappear overnight, <br />But someday, somehow, <br />Everything will turn out all right, <br /><br />No more wishing for the past. <br />It wasn't meant to be. <br />It didn't seem to last, <br />So I have to set him free.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />love. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:run_to_hide:7395 2004-03-22T19:45:48Z 2004-03-22T19:45:48Z <center>its nice to have someone call you beautiful again.<br />maybe it makes up for the trash feeling i get from someone else.<br /><br />love.</center> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:run_to_hide:7032 2004-03-17T22:24:00Z 2004-03-17T22:24:00Z this irish music mr. cassidy is playing. so im having a bad day. too bad it wont be over until 9:00 tonight. great. <br /><br />ive been really bothered by one person for a little but havent said anything to them. i dont know why it bothers me so much when she copies me but damn. its just gotten to be such an annoying thing. if you know me well enough you know i hate it when people copy things that i love. as childish as that sounds. ive never grown out of it. (miri you know my flaw ;)anyways, if a guy like curtis notices, it has to be obvious. ugh. sorry if you read this and i dont mean it to be <i>mean</i> but can you please get your own shit and try not to copy all of mine. i said that nicely, really.<br /><br />k well im in english now and should be researching or whatnot, so that is all.<br /><br />love. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:run_to_hide:5609 2004-02-09T04:43:06Z 2004-02-09T04:43:06Z canonball: damien rice i want a valentine. <br /><br />its sad to think that love taught me to cry.<br /><br />love.<br /><br />i hate it when your not around<br />and the fact that you didnt call<br />but most of all i hate the way i dont hate you not even a little bit not even alot not even at all.(thanks chantel) urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:run_to_hide:5339 2004-02-03T04:55:32Z 2004-02-03T04:55:32Z the blowers daughter: damien rice <img src="http://pic6.picturetrail.com/VOL181/1767636/3644092/44771647.jpg" alt="" /> <br /><br /><img src="http://pic6.picturetrail.com/VOL181/1767636/3644092/44771649.jpg" alt="" /> <br /><br /><img src="http://pic6.picturetrail.com/VOL181/1767636/3644092/44771639.jpg" alt="" /> <br /><br /><img src="http://pic6.picturetrail.com/VOL181/1767636/3644092/44771644.jpg" alt="" /> <br /><br />i got my hair done :) <br /><br /><img src="http://pic6.picturetrail.com/VOL181/1767636/3644092/44771641.jpg" alt="" /> <br /><br /><br />i really dislike my mom. that is all.<br /><br />love.© urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:run_to_hide:5067 2004-02-01T01:39:24Z 2004-02-01T01:39:24Z summer breeze: jason mraz these are a <strike>couple</strike> lot of pictures from summertime. <br /><br /><marquee>refugio camping...</marquee><br /><img src="http://pic6.picturetrail.com/VOL181/1767636/3623470/44525334.jpg" alt="" /><br />where all the kids slept at refugio.<br /><img src="http://pic6.picturetrail.com/VOL181/1767636/3623470/44525317.jpg" alt="" /><br />upclose. ya thats me in a ball. ha.<br /><img src="http://pic6.picturetrail.com/VOL181/1767636/3623470/44525314.jpg" alt="" /><br />i like to be ontop. what can i say.<br /><br /><marquee>last day of school...</marquee><br /><img src="http://pic6.picturetrail.com/VOL181/1767636/3623470/44525304.jpg" alt="" /><br />girls.<br /><img src="http://pic6.picturetrail.com/VOL181/1767636/3623470/44525311.jpg" alt="" /><br />me and hives.<br /><img src="http://pic6.picturetrail.com/VOL181/1767636/3623470/44525309.jpg" alt="" /><br />me and wes.<br /><br /><marquee>cheer camp...</marquee><br /><img src="http://pic6.picturetrail.com/VOL181/1767636/3623470/44525300.jpg" alt="" /><br />our first day.<br /><img src="http://pic6.picturetrail.com/VOL181/1767636/3623470/44525298.jpg" alt="" /><br />me and misa!<br /><img src="http://pic6.picturetrail.com/VOL181/1767636/3623470/44525296.jpg" alt="" /><br />braiding hair. lol<br /><br /><marquee>surf camp...</marquee><br /><img src="http://pic6.picturetrail.com/VOL181/1767636/3623470/44525494.jpg" alt="" /><br />the bunch.<br /><img src="http://pic6.picturetrail.com/VOL181/1767636/3623470/44525289.jpg" alt="" /><br />the kitchen. ha.<br /><img src="http://pic6.picturetrail.com/VOL181/1767636/3623470/44525293.jpg" alt="" /><br />me alison and tiffany.<br /><br />wow i miss summer.<br /><br />heres another for you. <br /><br /><img src="http://pic6.picturetrail.com/VOL181/1767636/3623470/44525338.jpg" alt="" /><br />skinny dipping! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:run_to_hide:4704 2004-01-24T06:32:50Z 2004-01-24T06:39:32Z everything: fefe dobson i hate parents. its okay when they offend u but u when u offend them all hell breaks loose. i dont understand why because they have saggy asses & face wrinkles theyre so much better than us. & because theyre adults/parents, what they say goes. i fucking hate it. i couldnt sleep over jessikas tonight cuz i offended my mom by yawning loudly & then gave her too much attitude. i fucking hate my parents sometimes, a lot.<br /><br />the worst part about love or life for that matter <br />is loving someone and not being loved back.<br />and then the tables turn and you are being loved and are not able or willing to love back.<br />and then you realize that you wish you could have loved when you were being loved.<br /><br />(stolen from chantel's away message(thanks)) that makes me cry everytime i read it...ugh.<br /><br /><br />i wish my life was fun. ive realized how much i always do absolutely nothing. when i get my lisence itll be much better. hopefully.<br /><br /><img src="http://pic11.picturetrail.com/VOL364/1839102/3546321/43746982.jpg" alt="" /> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:run_to_hide:4046 2004-01-11T23:21:32Z 2004-01-12T00:08:16Z sullen girl: fiona apple he stabs me in the heart,<br />with his knife of jealousy.<br />he knows my longnings for him,<br />yet he continues the pain. <br />maybe on purpous.<br />when can i stand on my own 2 feet again.<br /><br />my life is shattered,<br />and it keeps piecing.<br />till maybe itll be no more.<br />when can i stand on my own 2 feet again?<br /><br />god it hurts so bad,<br />when i see him,<br />when i see him with another girl,<br />when i see him with my best friend.<br />when can i stand on my own 2 feet again?<br /><br />if he saw me dying on the sidewalk,<br />would he stop?<br />would he care?<br />when i hurt hes not concerned.<br />why should i hurt when he doesnt give a fuck?<br />the question i ask myself everyday.<br /><br />can i not care?<br />can i walk passed him with no concern?<br />then maybe i can stand on my own 2 feet again.<br /><br />-me<br /><br />love.<br /><br />atleast my friends care that i cried friday.<br /><br />sorry if u see this. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:run_to_hide:3593 2004-01-11T07:31:54Z 2004-01-11T07:31:54Z viva la bam <img src="http://pic6.picturetrail.com/VOL181/1767636/3461739/42503191.jpg" alt="title or description" /> <br />Jess baked me this yummy cake!<br /> <img src="http://pic6.picturetrail.com/VOL181/1767636/3461739/42503141.jpg" alt="title or description" /> <br />mmmm...mmm...grrreaat!<br /><br />comment please. <br />Love.<br />me. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:run_to_hide:2244 2003-12-23T04:17:04Z 2003-12-23T04:17:04Z <table style="filter:Glow(color=red, strength=5"> <tr><td><center><font color="color" size="number">HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY STEPHANI!</table>&lt;/h5&gt;<br /><br />hope u have a wonderful day sorry i couldnt go to the movies with. <br /><br />love.</font></center> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:run_to_hide:1743 2003-12-10T05:46:09Z 2003-12-10T05:46:09Z miss misery: elliot smith i had a pretty good day i must say. pretty good in comparison to all my other days i mean. nothing special. just a good attitude i guess. im super excited for this weekend. nothing really exciting is gonna happen but atleast ill semi-ly(yes i made that word up) have a weekend. lets see what plans i have:<br /><br />friday:<br />.movies with miri, jessika, michael<br />.buying gifts aswell<br /><br />saturday:<br />.final CIF football game<br />.heading over to miris with jess for a full night of fun.<br />.sleeping there<br /><br />sunday:<br />.cheer practice in the morning<br />.possibly LACMA with paul and jess.<br /><br />yay. ok im done. i have to go do homework now. <br /><br />love. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:run_to_hide:1354 2003-12-08T03:41:50Z 2003-12-08T03:41:50Z unwanted just because the day wasnt bad enough, i had to go run into a pole with my dads car. and not to mention be yelled at and called stupid. its just a little dent and scratch but i can never drive it again. im not sure what to do with myself these days. im not sure whats wrong with me. god i hate myself sometimes.<br /><br />... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:run_to_hide:337 2003-11-28T00:48:49Z 2003-12-02T04:19:48Z so this is my new lj. im not sure about it yet. it seems a little too hard to switch everything over but w.e. add me will ya? ill write later after i fix all the settings and overrides.<br /><br />love.<br /><br /><marquee><b>FRIENDS ONLY! SORRY</b></marquee>